Almost love

Out with my girls for Wcs, Ian fang and Justin Peng fan meet. It was a fail fan meet, we all get angry and went to chill at cold stone creamery for ice cream. Dinner at scape, sakae sushi. Neo-print with them and cab home. I'm out of money. I need to watch movie and go out but i don't have the money, saving money now. I friggin hate my eye bags. When i take photo, i look super ugly.

You and I

I bought your present. Your favorite color, i hope you'll love it. I hate that i can't do anything for you. When we msg, i can feel that our distance is never going back.. what happen to me, i'm just sick and tired of loving. I will never want to lose you again like how i lose you in the past. Writing you a letter will work, on your birthday. You'll receive everything from me. From the first day we met until now, i'm writing everything inside the letter. Just 1 letter will do. Last call, baby.

Can't you see that i'm still waiting for you?

I'm still waiting. It seems like you're not missing me anymore. If you miss me, you'll message me but you didn't. It's always me messaging you because i miss you, i guess you don't feel the same way.. or isit because you're too busy so you forget to message me.. Am i the only important person to you or you found someone better? sigh.. i just miss you, message me first for once. 2 weeks 1 day more, will it come true.. i hope it does, i'm gonna get you something special, i think.

I won't ask you, i don't deserve anything.

Stay back in school with Nasuha, went to library to read chinese story book. Her accent really very cute, headed to the music room after that. Sat down on the bench and listen to those people who are playing drum, guitar and piano. Next week, going to be very busy on the days when i don't have cca. Wanna learn how to play 'Officially missing you' guitar but i don't think i got enough time to learn. Performing in class during Teacher's Day. This is the first time performing to my class. Bye.

You are back baby.

I'm posting cause my snoopy (kiathuan) wants to read my blog. She said that it's interesting. 4 more weeks to your birthday. Hey, i'm counting down for you (y) I love yesterday! After so long, i finally get to see you. Although i see you from far, it's okay. I'm happy enough, i guess. It's really hard to see you yesterday, you were busy. I didn't let you know that i was actually near you.. i just want to see you everyday but you too packed :'( forget it. Can we be in the same school?.. Im jealous that your friends could see you everyday but i can't. It's even harder to see you right now.

That moment with you is perfect.

I look so cute in this picture of mine, i think this picture was when i just got my hair cut. We have National Day in school, it was extremely boring and i was busy wishing that time could faster pass. There will be 2 days of holiday until Thursday(y) I have to start reading my story book before 15 August. Needa give back my book soon. I never went out with you for so long, i miss going out with you and i don't think we're meant to be tgt.. it seems like you're busy all the time.. Seeya~

After so long, i still love you.

Today is so called Pig & Snoopy day (: Out with kiathuan, was wanting to buy myself a red shirt at vivo but i can't find a red shirt that suit me. Spend all my money on food. Didn't bear to use my card so didn't get to use it today. Home early cause we two were tired walking around vivo, train back home. Quite lame, we text each other when we're just standing infront of each other. Bus back home, bought cookies and chocolates (: i just love today. Not only the day out with her, many more things too. I will still love you no matter what happen, i won't change person. I will never leave you.

I can't move on.

I'm really lazy to update my blog, really sorry. I don't even think got people read my blog. So these days, i have been reading story books. I've become a bookworm. So proud of myself (y) i love myself. I'm trying to make my time pass quickly, i'll wait for the day where i wanna start talking to you again. I don't understand at all, you never let me understand a thing and never let me know you better. Now, i don't even think i'll be able to know you better, i miss you. You'll never come back to me right, i know. It's okay, i'll just wait for the day. You're the only person i truly like/love. I will never fall for another person again and i can't move on.. I read those letter i wrote to you last year.. byebye.