I can't find someone better than you.

English exam is on this Friday and i'm not prepare. Yet to study, what is this! I have been partying and not studying. I need to start saving $$$. I'm not gonna eat in school for the next 2 weeks. I'm seriously broke, i need money! Even better if i can work right now. I think i'm gonna start with my math later? So confused about math. Ain't listening in class, busy thinking of things or sometimes i'm super sleepy in class. I hope you know that i'm still missing you, loving you. I can't let you go, i can't find someone better than you. You're the one i'm looking for, for years.

Johnny English Reborn

Johnny English with Jasmine and Bro. Bro treated the both of us, woohoo~ i love him. It's really funny and nice, you guys should catch it soon! :) i'm left with nothing now, i have no single cents with me. Been spending so much money these days, not knowing that i have spend everything up. Gonna start saving up money again! Exams coming, gonna start revising, studying from tomorrow onward. Detention tomorrow, 2 hours. Bored like hell, i shall revise in detention room! hehehe

It's time for me to move on.

Picnic with friends. Pictures~ Ellsya made me so disgusting! (y) Great time with them, great friends. I love them ♥ i'm sunburn again! Boohoo. :'( enjoy the photos we all took!

Waiting for your message.

It been 1 week+. We two are over, i have to remember this. Hey, i miss you alot. You're the person who i really care, love. I tried to do many things to not think about you but i still think of you, i can't concentrate in class. Thinking of you all day long, hoping that you'll message me again. But you'll never do that. I know you too well. Can you please tweet or something, what are you doing right now? Please tweet.. I just want to know that you're doing fine now. Happy with your life. No problems etc.

Pretending things were fine.

What can i say? I'm all alone. No more you in my life, you're just my friend. You ain't replying me, i hope you did read those long messages i send you. Your twitter, facebook. Knowing that you're unwell but even if i send you another message, you won't reply. Couldn't get over you and i'm not gonna do it. I'll wait for you like i did last time. Honestly, you're the only person i truly love/like. If i don't truly do that, i won't be thinking of you everyday, loving you everyday. Since 2010.

I'll respect your decision because i love you.

I'm angry not sad this time. I'm angry at you because i hate how the way you think. I have to respect your decision, we shall be friends. I want you to know that, let's be friend. It'll be better but you ain't replying me. Do you know how long i waited? I don't expect anything, i just want us to be fine. Friends, lovers. It's all okay. After all, i still love you and i want you back to me. I don't want you to leave me anymore, can you be my guy best friend that i have been looking for so long? I really hope you'll see this but you don't stalk my blog. No point of me writing down here and no one see it. Please reply me..

Your Day.

Today is your birthday. We went out yesterday and watch Glee 3D, it was really awesome. I don't know why we two were awkward and we talk super less to each other. Actually, i was somehow angry at you and idk why. I think you don't know about this. I walk super fast and not caring about you. Can't you see that i'm already angry? When we were going home, in mrt. Idk why am i forcing myself not to look at you but i keep on looking at you. I really had a great day with you. I just miss you so much. Letter to you and your shirt (y) thank you for everything. I promise i won't be awkward with you again.

Give Me Everything

It just so sudden that you would spend so much time with me. Last time, you would reply me hours later. Now, it's really different. I want to stop everything i should stop right now, i don't want to be guilty anymore. I was neglect last time. That hurts but it's the past.. can i change everything now? I hope so. I don't even care about other people text except yours. I reply your text every minute, i reply to other people like few hours later or i don't even reply them. What's happening to me.

Good Friend Forever

Teacher's Day. Mdm normah won't be in school until October late so it's like what's the point of us going back to our primary school. But yeah, went to find hanisah outside shuqun. I was really shocked that we wasn't awkward at all, after so long. We're still close and laughing like some mad woman. We both were feeding each other when we were eating our lunch tgt. We two like a les. Went in shuqun with Nasuha, Seri and Hanisah. Miss them as always. Love them. Home after eating ice-cream with my dear girl hanisah (y) Holiday holiday! Kayaking course next week.