My life can't be any perfect without you.

Today is the first day of school reopen. Which is totally sucks, everything change. Timetable change and school extend. Not really that close with my classmates anymore but some. Out with khaiwee after school. Laughter and madness we two had. I had a very awesome time with her though. Didn't get to study today, i'm gonna start studying soon. And yes, i don't even think i can concentrate in class. My class is still as noisy like last time. Fml. Sigh.. I can't even hear a thing what my teacher had said. Good luck to myself and good luck on me losing weight. No more fast-food please Carissa! Control your diet. Teehee! And finally, cca taking weight tomorrow :( regretted eating fast-food. Sighh..

Why aren't you messaging me?

Kayaking is extremely fun i promise! You guys outside must really try kayaking. Seeing people who capsize more than once looks cool. Some people even shouted cos they scare they might capsize all of a sudden. Tried kayaking with huiling, it was fun. Didn't eat my lunch today, decided not to eat my dinner too. I'll faint soon~ Just came home from shengsiong with brother. When there to buy those things mum asked us to. I'm still so sad cos you're ain't messaging me. I shall wait and wait and wait..

Today is the 3rd day we didn't talk to each other.

I suppose you don't even care about it. Do you know how hurt it was? I could really cry because of you. I waited for your text, i thought you would message me. I was expecting too much already. I think, not even 1 year we can be as close as how we used to be. I'm still waiting like some foolish girl again. I text you, you didn't reply. Am i irritating you? Alright then, i don't want to be a irritating girl. I need you here.. I wish i was ill, i really wanna know who really care about me and who don't.

I miss you, do you?

I miss them! See those girls on my pictures, i miss them so much! Weiting, Khaiwee and Jiayun. Although i meet them for a few hours only but it's awesome! Slacked at Jurong west, near shuqun primary. It been so long ever seen i see them/meet them. We are the 'Happy Family.' What a cool clique name~. 'I miss you.. Are we falling apart again? I cried because of you, i think of you everyday. I've deeply fallen in love with you. Not talking to you makes me feel like i'm losing you real soon. It seems likes you have stop caring me like how you used to care.. Could you feel that i'm scare?..

Will you leave me alone again?

Thinking about negative things again. Why won't it be positive? At least one time can't be positive? Endless love.. i'm not interested in anything but only you. I realize i have change. I used to be really funny, my hair looks like mushroom when i first cut my hair short when i was in primary6. I prefer my hair long than short hair. I love my currently hair. Though it may not be nice to you all but to me it's beautiful~ 1 more week to school reopen! I don't want to be in school.. maybe going out with mum and sist later. I'm done with my post. Bye! I'll be back again.

I need you.

I've been waiting for so long. Jealousy is all over me. I told myself that if i were to write a letter to you, i'll keep it and give it to you 1 year later. I didn't expect so much from you.. i just want to take a glance at you and talk to you. Your promises you made, will it be fulfilled? I've been worrying about so much things these days. I get hyper, moody, sad, angry etc. I see you still prefer her more than me.. hope things will be fine and i don't want it to stop after a few months later. I somehow calculate how many years i want to be with you, but i don't think it will come true. Don't think too much, it's just my imagination. Long messages are the best, i hate seeing short message from the people i wanna text.

Happy 14th Birthday Jiayi!

Happy birthday to jiayi! (: Spend my day out with Jasmine, Jiayi and Michelle (: I get to eat my cheese cake and meatballs at Ikea (Y) Cold stone creamery was great i promise. I hate the weather~ The hot sun freak me out, can sun tanned already. I'm too black, can't sun tanned anymore. Really hate my skin now, *ignore. I know my blog is childish (: my post is like small kid~ i rather become a kid than a mature girl (: Hate my post don't read, just view my pictures (: I don't mind. Byebye~

I'm just the another girl you like.

Woke up super early cos i'm afraid Nasuha might spam called me. Once i wake up, on the laptop straight and use it (: bathe then off the meet her at Jp. I was late. I should have chase the bus, i was busy with my bread so didn't chase it. I bet she's frigging bored waiting for me. Bought my pen at harris then off to library. After awhile, decided to go to cck library. Reached cck, had our lunch first then studied for 1hr? After math, went to the arcade then food again. Jp to find mum and dad then home (: I'm out of money, me no more cash already. I need money$.. my shoulder is aching again..

Rashes over me.

Rashes irritate me. I've been suffering for 1 day, hard time for me. Sist have been helping me to apply stuffs on my body. What a kind sister i have (: hehehe! I was afraid to scratch myself infront of her cos i know she will scold me. Finally i am recover. But somehow i still feel kinda itchy esp my hand and leg. What's wrong with me. My phone cannot charge properly :( i want to get a new phone so badly. Please buy me a new phone daddy. I was hoping to spend more time with you during the June holiday, my wish will never come true. It's okay. I'm so bored at home :( fml.

Weird day.

My epic face :D
Finally i can go back to my blogger again. I don't know what did i do to go back to my profile. Anyhow click and it finally work. I almost went crazy cos i can't blog anymore. Make my life bored :( So, i shall post everything i should post. Gonna post alot of things today (: Yay! So yeah, today is a weird day. Cca, had my morning run with my teammates. When back to water venture and my whole body went itchy. Do 1 exercise and stop. Sit at the bench and day dream until idk what time. Home straight after cca. So here i am, busy scratching my body now. Urghhh! So itchy :( I want cry already. Can't take the itchiness :( will not be going out today (: gonna sleep soon. I'm tired, totally got no strength at all.

This is called unique.

Nasuha spam called me 20 times and message me 5 times? So awesome! Finally i woke up at 12.15PM. Rush myself, didn't bathe. I so dirty :x Wash myself and off to meet her at Jp (: Went to Lai Lai kitchen and had my lunch at there. After math, walked to kiathuan's house to get Nasuha consent form. Was laughing at random people, somehow we two were insulting them. Nasuha lost her $50 that her mum gave her to buy smth. After traveling to school to return form, travel to Harbour front to meet her dad to get the money from him. Walked around vivo, pictures and home (: Watched Music bank, beast (Y) hahaha! Slept until 9.20PM, computer and sleep again. Such a boring life but i love it (: