I've been waiting for so long. Jealousy is all over me. I told myself that if i were to write a letter to you, i'll keep it and give it to you 1 year later. I didn't expect so much from you.. i just want to take a glance at you and talk to you. Your promises you made, will it be fulfilled? I've been worrying about so much things these days. I get hyper, moody, sad, angry etc. I see you still prefer her more than me.. hope things will be fine and i don't want it to stop after a few months later. I somehow calculate how many years i want to be with you, but i don't think it will come true. Don't think too much, it's just my imagination. Long messages are the best, i hate seeing short message from the people i wanna text.