I don't want to be ignored by you.

1 month pass so slow. I hate that i'm always afraid of losing you, is it i don't believe you or i don't believe myself. Hours... long. Friggin long. I wait and wait and wait. It seems like i don't care but deeply inside my heart, i feel like dying. Don't wanna talk about it anymore. Sick and tired of it. I think i should stop thinking negatively. Today class was really mad, i wasn't in the safe place so i went hiding at somewhere in my class to avoid from getting wet. Why my class so childish.. play water like nobody business. Was talking all the way until math class and went back to my place, and yeah, everything was settle during math class. Boredom in school. Forcing myself not to use phone in class :(

Happy birthday Bingsong!

First 3 period was pe. It was great, run 2.4km with Nasuha. Didn't really jog, we two were walking all the way. Kiathuan waited for us and we played badminton. Though i don't really know how to play it, i still had some fun. Basketball too~ there's a math test tomorrow and I've yet to study. After school, headed to lakeside Mrt and train to Jurong East. Shuttle bus to IMM, walked to Swensens (y) ordered our food and ice-cream. Our conversation was awkward at first, after that, we suddenly kept on laughing. Slack all the way to 4+ and yeah, headed to garden plaza to play slide. Photos were taken by us (y) shuttle bus back, and there's this uncle in the bus thought i'm a malay. So all of us talk bull-shit with him, saying that i'm a indian and blahblah. Bus back home with Bingsong while Levian and Kiathuan took train back (: I shall say this, i love today very much. No regrets.

Where are you now?

Nothing better to say about school. Hari said that the way i talk like baby language. He got so many comments about me :( last time he say the way i move like guy blahblahblah. It's all rubbish okay :( not true at all! Training will be starting on August! I'm so free now. No cca, nothing. Ask me out yeah! I have to say this, i lose weight (y) you never know how happy i am but sadly i kept on skipping meals. I shouldn't have skip any meals, now, my stomach is empty :( nothing to talk about, hmm.. i love you (y) forever and i know you love me too!(y) I just miss you so much :( bye bye!

Baby say yes, baby say yes.

Train to queensway with sist and her classmates to collect their class tee. At first we were super awkward yeah. Didn't really talk to them, was busy listening to music. Train back to pioneer. Went to gekpoh for toilet~ After awhile, no more awkwardness anymore and it's frigging fun yeah! Walked all the way to Jp and train to clementi to find Janice then headed to Aunty Elvie's house. Spam pictures with Jasmine, Janice and sist. Most of them are unglam photos. Enjoy~ Tiring day is today!

Brotzeit German Bier Bar & Restaurant

My day out with mummy. Cab to Vivo, shop around vivo and bought things for myself and for bro. After that, we headed to brotzeit german bier bar & restaurant to waste our time at there. Walked around vivo alone and shop for male things. Sounds weird. After that went back to find mummy. Home by cab, the queue is like super long and i need to carry those heavy stuffs that we bought from vivo. That's so not cool. I really love boys clothes :( i want to buy it but even if i buy it. Give to who? :(

It's back.

My dearest phone is back to mummy(me). When to find Mr voon during recess and follow him to get my phone back. Played hide and seek with Nasuha and kiathuan. Have been playing hide and seek with them during recess cause we have nothing better to do and we're lucky. No one caught us playing it. Hide and seek can be my morning exercise already. CEP class was the last period, went to the dance studio to have our class there. There's 4 people from Singapore Poly came to teach us about 'saving money'. Edwin(one of the singapore poly guy) who taught us is damn cute and his smile look like small kid. His charming. Had to do class duty after school, after math, home with kiathuan. Sucha boring day.

Sorry, i love you.

After reading my recently posts, i think that i'm so childish. Small kid updating their own blog with funny words. 5 more days <3 i decided to stop asking for spare phone from my friends. I should just wait and get back my phone from dm. I am so bored now. No ones entertaining me, i'm a loner once again. I've been sleeping the whole day of today. Totally no life at all, i'll try finding something to do to kill my boredom. And yes, see the photos on top? Took it with mum just now (:

Without you..

Look at my adorable retarded face! 3 days without my phone, i am bored at home. Can't text or anything. 5 more days to go, come on~ time please move faster. Guess what i'm doing at home without anything! I'm sleeping like some pigs. Today is Friday, just ate at kfc and mum gave me spaghetti. I can't eat anymore, i'm fat! Emo-ing now and i'm just so despo for phone.. I feel that i kept on annoying you.. I can't help myself, i think i should stay silence. I can be crazy at times, cherished it yeah!

Saddest day ever.

I cried for like 4 times today. I should say this, today is the worse day ever i had this month. There is so many things happen today and i don't want to say it. I just feel like crying.. my phone is confiscated for 1 week and i think it's so stupid, cos i never even use my phone. I just hold my phone cos i want to see something and Mr Ali take my phone. I was busy reading book.. k sigh, i should take it as a lesson. I'm super rude to my form teacher.. i like want to start fight until she give me that stupid face and i said forget it. I just want my phone back. Try not messaging for 1 week. It's only 7 days, bear with it Carissa! And yes, thanks my teammates for comforting me. I feel better now. Still thinking of what to do for 7 days. No messaging~ i think sleep for the whole day will be good.

We have no confidence at first..

Water fest is today. Bus to marina barrage with teammates, there's so many free things to eat and drink. Waited for a few hours with no confidence at all. C division start at 1+, it was so awesome! We get in 1st (Y) waited for the B division to row, they got in 1st too! After prize presentation, we have to go home our own-self. Decided to take cab with Sara, Carmen, Kiathuan and Xiaohui cause we're lazy to take the MRT. We can't find any taxi at all, walked for a few km. We stupidly walk until the expressway. Found a cab at last, prank call in the taxi. It was fun, even the taxi driver was laughing. We went to Jp to meet our other teammates to eat Pizza hut. Ate my dinner with them, home at 9.00PM. Really hope all the sec1 in dragonboat could start bonding tgt. Sick and tired of everything..