I don't want to be ignored by you.

1 month pass so slow. I hate that i'm always afraid of losing you, is it i don't believe you or i don't believe myself. Hours... long. Friggin long. I wait and wait and wait. It seems like i don't care but deeply inside my heart, i feel like dying. Don't wanna talk about it anymore. Sick and tired of it. I think i should stop thinking negatively. Today class was really mad, i wasn't in the safe place so i went hiding at somewhere in my class to avoid from getting wet. Why my class so childish.. play water like nobody business. Was talking all the way until math class and went back to my place, and yeah, everything was settle during math class. Boredom in school. Forcing myself not to use phone in class :(